A dream is a wish that your heart makes.

Well. No news again today.

I know that when I called last week, she said, "No news is good news until you hear good news." While I appreciate she was optimistic - what exactly is that supposed to mean? I'm officially at day 21 of waiting. It's getting harder with each passing day, not knowing whether I'll be down there in January or not.

The stress this is putting on my body is insane. I can't really eat, sleep, or function. I'm continually on edge - waiting to hear my phone go off to alert me of an email. And every time it chimes, letting me know I have an email, I have a mini-heart attack. Then I see the email is from Chili's and I get annoyed (seriously - they send so many coupons).

I sincerely hope I don't have to wait too much longer and I receive that email with the coveted "CONGRATULATIONS!" subject. Ugh, I don't even know how I'll act if I get that. I've been a Negative Nancy for entirely too long.

Sorry this is such another negative post. But it's getting harder to stay positive - even for me.

Oh, and the moment I went to post this - I got an email. It was from McDonalds. I cried a little bit.

Waiting, Waiting, Waiting.

I've always heard that writing is a good method of stress relief. So, I figured I'd try it.

I'm currently on week 3 of waiting to hear back about the Walt Disney World College Program. This is my 2nd time applying, having declined it for the Fall 2011 program, unfortunately. This time - I'd accept it in a heart beat. And go figure, they're keeping me waiting and I'm stressing out beyond all belief.

It's incredibly hard to watch everyone get accepted while I'm just sitting here with no news at all. Since they've changed how they do it, we have a "dashboard" where we are able to see our progress. Since day one, I have been "in progress." I've had no emails about pending or the such. And believe me - I am beyond thankful for that. But I'm just struggling with staying positive this go around.

Hopefully, I hear soon. Tomorrow would be beyond grand. Then I can really kick into blogging full force!

Until a later day,
Katelyn